| in a dream will i remember you? |
[07 Jun 2008|11:59am] |
last night i had a dream where i was with some friends oddly we were at one of my ex's house.
i was also there with some people i did not know but were hot .. anyhow. i was looking for ------ we will call him "mark".
i was looking for Mark but could not find him everywhere i turned or went they would say i just missed him.
i did not want to seem eager to see him so i just sat with some friends. i could tell in their faces something was wrong .
well i asked around and finally a friend told me that he had seen mark and so and so touching each other. it got me a little hurt , but why ?
I remember waking up and asking myself if the reason i could not find him is cause its been so long that i could not produce a working image of him anymore.
its sad to think i can not even dream of you anymore.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:34pm] |
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well well well
it seems that i have not wrote in this bull for a long ass hair...
I SEEM TO HAVE CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE, ALONG WITH MANY OF MY Friends.... FOR THE GOOD I MIGHT ADD. i have a new job well maybe a job for some that have not kept in touch with me this long road. but who the fuck am i kidding? its been me and some friends the whole way .. i sit here today and drink my E&J brandy on one side and my corona on the other side,. "time has changed" and shit so have I. today I am a purchase agent/data entry person for a great construction company , .i will not say i could not ask for more cause i would be lying my pussy off... lol i always have the same humor as i did when I first started this shit ... all i have to say is that me and a lot of friends have learned far past our ages...
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yes . its here....... my birthday. its today
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When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Dundee, Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the >world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet: >Crabby Old Woman. What do you see, nurses?
What do you see?
What are you thinking
When you're looking at me?
A crabby old woman,
Not very wise,
With faraway eyes?
Who dribbles her food
And makes no reply
When you say in a loud voice,
"I do wish you'd try!"
Who seems not to notice
The things that you do,
And forever is losing
A stocking or shoe?
Who, resisting or not,
Lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding,
The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking?
Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse,
You're not looking at me.
I'll tell you who I am
As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding,
As I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of ten
With a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters,
Who love one another.
A young girl of sixteen
With wings on her feet
Dreaming that soon now
A lover she'll meet.
A bride soon at twenty,
My heart gives a leap,
Remembering the vows
That I promised to keep
At twenty-five now,
I have young of my own,
Who need me to guide
And a secure happy home.
A woman of thirty,
My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other
With ties that should last.
At forty, my young sons
Have grown and are gone,
But my man's beside me
To see I don't mourn.
At fifty once more,
Babies play round my knee,
Again we know children,
My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me,
My husband is dead,
I look at the future,
I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing
Young of their own,
And I think of the years
And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old woman
And nature is cruel;
'Tis jest to make old age
Look like a fool.
The body, it crumbles,
Grace and vigor depart,
There is now a stone
Where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass
A young girl still dwells,
And now and again,
My battered heart swells.
I remember the joys,
I remember the pain,
And I'm loving and living
Life over again.
I think of the years
All too few, gone too fast,
And accept the stark fact
That nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people,
Open and see,
Not a crabby old woman;
Look closer . . . see ME!!
Remember this poem when you next meet an old person who you might brush
aside without looking at the young soul within...........we will all, one
day, be there, too!
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im here online chatting
going upnorth on monday. looking fowerd to the trip.
 need to get more pics and need to get cam.
i hope i can pull it off. booty call called today but i dident except......
i have other things to do. i should have went to the club but i forgot... oh well
when i cum back .....
well to the playgirlz ill call you when im there..
well my hands are getting cold so this is the end of my journal today....
love me and you the RIPPINKITTIN82
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hey girl just want to say ..................................................................... marry happy#x# mas hoe hoe hoe
- I STILL NEED TO GO SHOPING
- I might have to go when i come back from upnorth
- i relly dont know what to buy evrybody
- im sure when im out their i will find somthing that i know one of my friends will like
- im watching the BBC that show where they change some persons yard or some shit like that and i want them to do that to me...i think?
- last night i went to go see THE LORD OF THE RINGS its cool
- oh so im going up north going to see some friends ahvent seen 4 a while
- its early in the morning and there is nothing to do i think im going to smoke a bowl....
- there is somthing wrong with the way my journal is showing evryone
- its like you guys are all blown up you guys are huge.
- well i dont know what to write so this is the end of my journal today
""""""SEE YOU LATER PLAY GIRLZ"""""""""
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| fun night tonite |
[16 Dec 2003|04:57am] |
hi to theones who read this i know who you are
well just wanted to tell evryone high hoe
and having a blast here in the n. y. so wish you were here
but cant say how much i love you guys
my friends
the ones who are and will be there.
to let you know , i do care
your on the phone your all alone i look at you i look at you
hand to phone hand to phone she talks to you in modern tones
why cant i come over?????
sex that i need.....................[RIPinKiTTin82]
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[28 Nov 2003|01:53pm] |
today this slut came to visit me at my home in the vally it was a surprise...
so now we are here updating my journal and i feel lucky..
i really dont know what tp write just that i feel better not that many worries
so maybe things will keep getting better
i knew things would change and im glad thay did
\i need to go to the club more often
today is a sad day one of the grandmothers is dying
it should be really sone like today but she has said hergoodbyes
and she herself has said she is now ready
well thats all i want to talk about right now so thats the end of my journal for taday..........................
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handle i have not got to go on line 4 a while but now im back on so what!!!!
its this bitches birthday today,she came to visit at my house yesterday.
it was really nice to see her being the fact that she moved recently.
well now its today and i fill fine .
another day) last night we went to tony romas not to eat, to drink.
i drink to get drunk:now im here at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lascivit house and were just living ..
i really dont know what to do or even no what to write.
well i want to say happy birthday to this bitch i know so happy birthday bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah i went to this party the other day for shits and laughs it was cool but bye the end of the night i had dicks talking shit about me that had nothing to do with me...so these are a few tips when going to partys...
tip #1.....be nice
tip #2.....always shake hands.
tip #3.....if you cant have drugs in the house ,have them in the car.
tip #4.....dont eat alot, you dont want to trow-up later.
tip #5 ....get fucked up, drink until the birthday girl calls last rounds.
tip #6.....when the cops come try and act like your not all drunks.
tip #7.....dont let the conceited dj "think" you like them.
tip #8.....never put on hedwig as a birthday bash movie.
tip #9.....make sure you invite the neighbors so they dont call the cops.
( and finally the tip you sould always remember when partying is )
tip #10....when you see the broken piñata on the floor dont put it on your head , it might have some throw-up on the end that you just did not see.
so that right their is some helpful tips from me the rippin kittin
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this looks like a big dick i would love to sit on what do you think? to day im just drinking with this fucken slut.
shes okey but shes a whore...
boys club at the boys club... want to party with the bad boys ,.hey ladies
tell me how to get to the boys club..
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today im having fun and yesterday i had fun as well.
this is going to me my year,things are coming together and its great... Their is still the trouble in sweet valley but i know things will change. for the better.
evrything happens for a reason this is our path we chose it in another dimention..
we just dont remember ........
on another not im having fun and loving it , things will very soon come into place .
im very happy to have the friends in my life at this moment in time .
i hope it will stay this way for as long as posible ...
im not a fool at chosing friends i know that what we have can not be replaced
we must have known each other in the other world , but know what part do we play in this life?
witch ever path we chose .. WE WILL DO IT RIGHT.
WELL HAVING FUN TONIGHT HAVE TO PARTY LIKE MISS KITTIN
WHO NEEDS A PHYSICAL...
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today we have some bad news cant share it with everybody.
im going to disneyland today to go see my cousin in a play that only last two days, im happy to see him doing somthing that he enjoys. I hear that it is a very good show that they put on and i cant wait to see him in action...
i can always do it tomarrow is what they say....
but what was yesterdays tommarrow is today...
so live knowing the truth that tomarrow never comes..
live each day for today now knowing that
(now is the only thing thats real)
from me to (who)?
i love you more today than yesterday but not half as much as tomorrow..............
what you dont know cant hurt you.
that is a lie, for people that dont know their true condition and helth can be hurt. people die all day,while you read this that i write 10 people were killed if not by things they did not know was wrong with them...
with love always remember me
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well this bitch is leving my houseso i have to get off....
he always some stupid story about dogs and all this junk thats just not true.........
but its ok
im worried that your going to work in an office and cellebret wedding aniversery the lifestyle of a headeralsexual is a sick and boring life....
in worrie for you gattor
and noo i dont want any fucken eggs.......
you bitch pig fucker........
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[26 Mar 2003|08:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | t.v . ]
You don't belong in Hell. Sorry.
...You
probably fucking lied or cheated. Fucker.
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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[21 Mar 2003|04:46pm]
[ mood | okay ]
One.. two.. Freddys coming for you! Congratz!
You're a horror ledgend! Your Nightmare On Elm
Street movies were a smash and not only do you
kill people but you basically can't be stopped
considering you kill your victims in their
sleep. You always have a witty remark before
you kill someone and you're easily remembered
by the claw you have on your hand! Good job,
truly my favorite horror character!
What 80's Horror Character Am I?
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[21 Mar 2003|04:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | fisher spooner ]
just found out that i am going to the fisherspooner concert
in san diago..........
i cant wait its going to be an awsome concert,that i cant wait to see.
and the tought of just me and my friends on the road it sounds fun.
i just dont know what to wear,i just dont know what to do?
but i have to keep a good head.
things will get better.
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a walk in the park [17 Mar 2003|03:04am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | all ]
jesus said.
"this heaven will pass away,and the one above it will pass away.
the dead are not alive,and the living will not die. during the days when you ate what is dead, you made it come alive.
when you are in the light,what will you do?
on the day when you were one, you became two.
but when you became two what will you do?
"if you do noy fast from the world,you will not find the kingdom. if you do not observe the sabbath as the sabbath you will not see the father"
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all these things we have forgot and when we remember we will live free and in the most, in peace.
to anyone tell me what you think is this really the end?
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[09 Mar 2003|04:17am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | my own ]
well today im with that slut <lj user="legion2012>
and i dont hink we are going to do much
i bought himfood and am going to his house.i dont know what to do about peroblems at home but their mine so i will have to deal with them...
things will get better its that time.
the year hase changed and my numbers our here.
the failing 2's are gone and will not return.
i see myself im my new home and things are as they once were.
happy.
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evrything [05 Mar 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | comparie soda ]
high to legion2012 we are going to go out today and have fun again!
this is to all the live journal junkies.
whats up ? to any of the people that know me know that i am driving today...
i thought it was the end but my past keeps coming back for me.
i dont like it but what can i do im a taurus.......
i just need to smoke or somthing, my mind needs to be in another place.
hopfully evrything goes fine today in court.
my hands fingers toes and legs are crossed.
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having fun [02 Mar 2003|06:12am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | bronski beat - small town boy ]
i went to legion2012house and we played on the comp. we are going to have even more fun later when we smoke some good weed.
i dont know if we are going to go out tonight but we might see the life of david gale,who knows.
but in anycase im sure we will have fun......
oh and i cant forget who picked me up today in a hurse that he rented today
none other that the infamous lascivit
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[01 Mar 2003|12:56pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | klos ]
this is my new shit that legion2012 gave me
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You don't belong in Hell. Sorry.
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Why Will You Go To Hell?
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One.. two.. Freddys coming for you! Congratz!
You're a horror ledgend! Your Nightmare On Elm
Street movies were a smash and not only do you
kill people but you basically can't be stopped
considering you kill your victims in their
sleep. You always have a witty remark before
you kill someone and you're easily remembered
by the claw you have on your hand! Good job,
truly my favorite horror character!
What 80's Horror Character Am I?
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just found out that i am going to the fisherspooner concert
in san diago..........
i cant wait its going to be an awsome concert,that i cant wait to see.
and the tought of just me and my friends on the road it sounds fun.
i just dont know what to wear,i just dont know what to do?
but i have to keep a good head.
things will get better.
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[17 Mar 2003|03:04am] |
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jesus said.
"this heaven will pass away,and the one above it will pass away.
the dead are not alive,and the living will not die. during the days when you ate what is dead, you made it come alive.
when you are in the light,what will you do?
on the day when you were one, you became two.
but when you became two what will you do?
"if you do noy fast from the world,you will not find the kingdom. if you do not observe the sabbath as the sabbath you will not see the father"
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all these things we have forgot and when we remember we will live free and in the most, in peace.
to anyone tell me what you think is this really the end?
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well today im with that slut <lj user="legion2012>
and i dont hink we are going to do much
i bought himfood and am going to his house.i dont know what to do about peroblems at home but their mine so i will have to deal with them...
things will get better its that time.
the year hase changed and my numbers our here.
the failing 2's are gone and will not return.
i see myself im my new home and things are as they once were.
happy.
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